Cold Water

Sitting back and thinking about life. That happens every damn day. I can’t express how much I’ve been stressed out. Can’t think straight. Can’t move well. I’m stiff at the moment. I’m dry. Need to find a way to get going. I need some sort of sign. I’m still. I’m blocked for now. Need to be unblocked. Locked in and can’t seem to get out without a password. What’s the password?

Can’t seem to understand why I’m stuck. What’s going on? Why am I trapped? Why am I not moving? Why am I not moving to where I want to be?

……………maybe I am???

You want to know what’s frustrating?

These are questions I ask myself on a DAILY basis. Only I can ask these questions. No one else can. That’s okay. Only I need to answer that myself. It’s difficult but it’s process. It actually is. The more I ask myself these questions, the more possibilities that I’ll have an answer sooner than later. I’m just at a loss. I want to make it to a win.