If I don’t create, I’m broken.

If I don’t share, I’m mean.

If I don’t move, I’m slow.

If I don’t preserve, I’m weak.

If I don’t live, I’m already dead.

If I don’t love, I’m already dead.

……..wait……..

Why are these thoughts in my head? Why? Stuff like this is what I’m almost constantly thinking about daily. I would go sit off somewhere that I won’t be seen, and I think about interesting things like this. It could be overthinking, it could be nothing at all.

“If I don’t…..”

That’s what I DON’T want to hear nor think about. I’ve even said such words under my own breath. You know how irritating that can be?? I can’t stop it. With everything going on in the world, I can’t stop overthinking these type of things.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. What is wrong with me?

Must be a personal rhetorical question…..